Well my friend and i joined a gym on monday. We only worked out for like 20 minutes cuz she felt dizzy. I drove so I had to drive her to her car. Yest i was planning on going all day and then 5:00 came i was tierd..stressed..and just didnt feel like going to the gym. So i didn't she wasnt going anyway. So here we are.. its wednesday I am fighting with my friend i joined the gym with over guess who..... the addict... she calls me dumb and says im a liar just b/c i have things to do that dont involve her. so i should really still go alone...i just dont have the motivation. i dont no y... going to the gym loosing weight and feeling better about my self will help this situation SO much. Im not gunna go to the gym that i paid $55 for just b/c she is being a child...??? am i serious... I just wish i could get more motivated.. i spend too much time worrying about him about what he's doing and where he is.. if he is ok... i know i need to do me.. but its hard ecpesially when i never do.. its always everyone else.. i give n give n give.. n what do i get back.. nothing... it makes me so sad to have these arguments with my friend... it really hurts when she calls me dumb and stupid.. i no were she is comming from tho... cuz she knows whut he has done n how he as and continues to hurt me.. i dont no anymore.. i dont no wut to do..
1 comments:
Hah, oh man, I understand exactly! I have written about it again and again - losing weight that is. I gained some weight at the beginning of my marriage. Not because I was SO overwhelmingly happy, but because I was sitting up and stuffing my face because it made me feel better. Now I am struggling to eat right and do Pilates or something!!
Also, your friend should not call you dumb and stupid. Friends shouldn't do that. There are better ways of expressing how she feels. Then again, I have been on her end of the situation, and on your end.
Tough, isn't it.
Post a Comment